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dream: nightmare wind

From 10-Sep:

While staying up by a family residence in our trailer home, a great windstorm swept through overnight. Upon waking, we discovered that the trailer was nearly demolished. An example of this was a large hunk of metal caught in the wall, utterly compromising the frame of the trailer. Immediately all sorts of complications arose, from how to get it home or even to somewhere that could try to repair it, to tracking down and keeping the kitties safe (as one had been able to escape a newly made hole and wander off). The biggest concern that began cropping up in my mind was of course cost – apparently in the dream insurance wasn’t a factor.

My partner perhaps was putting on a brave face, acting as though the damage wasn’t all that severe. A parent showed us, frustratingly, how we were parked within the bounds of their massive new garage, and that everything could have been prevented had they just closed the sidewalls.

I recall staying outwardly calm, but feeling incredible anger and disappointment. Nothing had been resolved upon waking.

dream: burning fam festival

From 7-Sep: I attended a burning man style event, it seemed to be in another country. There were a lot of pinks and blues looking out over the cityscape and I commented on the vaporwave aesthetic of it. The event seemed to take over an actual city with infrastructure, be it an abandoned ancient one, or one built with what was available for the purpose of hosting things here…

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dream: eating birds

From 28-Aug: I followed a former friend as he shared some spells he’d built involving an ordered method of eating tiny birds. I ended up feeling dismay at yet another pretentious person wasting resources or engaged in frivolous/wasteful ritual activity. I woke up between these dreams, but they interlocked somehow in my mind. I encountered a bear that came into my house, though they left of their own accord….

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dream: swimming

From 27-Aug: I was attending a new high school (but was in my adult form). I was added into a few classes, but had a free period – or perhaps was skipping already. I wandered into a theater area and found folx trying to practice a scene. However, two of the individuals were not working well together. The stage was made up of several different shape and sized swimming…

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dream: community justice

From 26-Aug: The local kink community granted itself an award for self-managed justice. I was either a part of or helped orchestrate a scene wherein the “real impact” of this justice was demonstrated. People were paraded in with heavy chains around wrists or ankles, and enormous shackles around their necks. Each person spoke to those present to describe how they had been victimized by single aggressors or groups that…

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dreams: apocalypse sometime

From 26-Aug: It seems I had multiple iterations of this dream, and details often overlap, as though I was slightly lucid and kept “restarting” sections that didn’t end well. I awoke from a stasis, with the apocalypse still happening (one of those slow-moving ones where things slowly deteriorate, rather than a sudden collapse or crisis). The scientist type who woke me was oddly controlling, and made sure to limit…

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dreams: business men

From 25-Aug: While in queue for fast food during a break from school, I chatted some acquaintances just ahead of me, even flirting with a couple cuties from the group. The staff from the front had stepped away, so we weren’t exactly sure what was going on in the back. An impatient businessman ahead began spouting shitty things to a peer, citing the insanity of people who hear voices,…

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dreams: violence

From 24-Aug: I was driving around a familiar town (it seemed a blend of familiar places, really), with my partner and our home gNorma. We parked outside of a motel and booked a room we regularly stayed in whenever we passed through there. As some point a violent person came into the area, though I can’t recall if they were familiar to me. They had a rapid-fire rifle and…

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dreams: assassin

From 23-Aug: Was present with a couple of femme folx (partners or friends, unsure which. One of the femmes was an older person with some issue getting around easily) and realized something was wrong. We assessed the area and noted that the wide open windows, collapsing front door, and general open floor plan was very weak security-wise. In the process of trying to make it more defensible, we spotted…

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update, grief, and dreams log

There’s been some additional weight added to my life, in addition to the overwhelm mentioned in my previous post. As my fingers try to relay the thoughts and feelings from deeper places inside me, documenting recent dreams here seems interesting. From 22-August: Bits and pieces from earlier in the dream involved driving around, chatting with others under the warmth of the sun. Then, laying down upon a bed continuing…

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